Dislocated

Light dances along these walls
Reminding of a time when I had it all
Dragging my body across the floor
Just to see if I can make it bleed some more

Every ounce of my being pulls against me as I try to keep breathing
Colors fading, depressive wading
Every second is a tear and happiness is fleeting

I won't forget you were a silhouette
Sobbing next to me with your head in your hands
I won't forget you're a silhouette
You're engrained in me always be a part of me

Metamorphosis as our faces twist
Condensated fears fall in the shape of tears
Why didn't I cry? Was it all a lie?
I was waiting here and I let it pass me by

Hold me 'cause my heart can't take it
I'm dislocated
Every ounce of joy has faded
Feeling like I'm captivated
Everything I've left behind
I've lost my mind
I felt you here
I felt you here with me
But I watched you wither, watched you disappear

Tossing, turning, trembling at the thought
Of course I'm always failing
You're everything I'm not
I shiver and shudder, feeling so distraught
The sound of your exhaling
I almost had forgot

You look lonely, I can fix that

I waited my whole life just to say goodbye
Can you hear that?
I thought I heard your voice
But the silence echoes in me

I heard the rain as I shut my eyes
Recalling a time when you were mine
Fragments scatter, our time together shattered
Everything decays when it feels like nothing matters

Hold me 'cause my heart can't take it
I'm dislocated
Every ounce of joy has faded
Feeling like I'm captivated
Everything I've left behind
I've lost my mind
I felt you here
I felt you here with me
But I watched you wither, watched you disappear

Light fading inside these halls
I wonder if I ever really had it all
Forcing my body out the door
Just to see if I can stand to breathe some more

Felt like you were here
Watched you disappear