Invisible Tears

Sometimes
I hear them talkin' about me
Talkin' like I'm not here
Saying I'm so mature
That I never feel insecure

Sometimes
I wish that I wasn't sorry
Sorry for just being me
Have to fake this happiness
But I just wanna do my best

At being human
It's so confusing
Too much to lose when
It's all an illusion
I'm just a new kid
Here tryna prove that
I'm not just another name
On the internet

So if I'm honest
I cry on the jet plane home
Wipe it away
So they won't say
I'm not an extrovert

And when it's over
I turn on my usual smile
It's still sincere
But only here
I'll show you my invisible tears

I say I'm confident
But I'm not lying when
I still get happy when I hear you give me compliments
I think it's common sense
So I'm fine with everything
But I think it's so fucked up
When I'm right here all alone again

Cause who's gonna save me from myself
Who's gonna care when I'm not well
Lately it's hard to ask for help

So if I'm honest
I cry on the jet plane home
Wipe it away
So they won't say
I'm not an extrovert

And when it's over
I turn on my usual smile
It's still sincere
But only here
I'll show you my invisible tears

And when it's over
I turn on my usual smile
It's still sincere
But only here
I'll show you my invisible tears