Torn

I don't look good in black
Not ready to mourn the past
I spent all of autumn grieving
And now it's spring and you're not leaving

What if we go down this road
And turns out there's too many ghosts
I would take the weight of your soul
But how much hurt can I afford

I'm torn
Why do our winds make a perfect storm
Either way I'm washed upon the shore
Does this work if I am yours
Cut me like a double edged sword
Baby I'm torn, baby I'm torn
Baby I'm torn

I'm dangerously way too self aware
Oh I try replace you yeah I swear
Nothing ever feels this easy
But this it doesn't feel like healing

Wish we savoured what we had
Wish I could know if we'd last
Wish you didn't hurt so bad
I'm going back and forth

I'm torn
Why do our winds make a perfect storm
Either way I'm washed upon the shore
Does this work if I am yours
Cut me like a doubled edge sword
Baby I'm torn, baby I'm torn

I've got roses strung above my bed
The ones I got on girlfriend day
Smoke to feel the way we felt
Listen to Mac and let it sting

Kiss me til I'm blue and red
Thought I'd taste you again
To never wanted it to end
But now you make me sick instead

Wish we savoured what we had
Wish I could know if we'd last
Wish you didn't hurt so bad
I'm going back and forth

I'm torn
Why do our winds make a perfect storm
Baby I'm torn, baby I'm torn
Baby I'm torn