Crybaby

Decide
I'd rather kill myself
I'd rather hang myself
But tonight
It's my heart against my mind
I know we had our ups
We surely had our downs
I never thought of giving up
Before this crucial ultimatum
You sacrificed so much
You know that I did too
I'd rather sacrifice myself
Than having to make this decision
Decide
I'd rather kill myself
I'd rather hang myself
But tonight
It's my heart against my mind
I'm running out of time
She said I give you one night
Gotta make up your mind
Think about it decide
Should we go on or not
Like a final countdown
I've been pacing around
But I know deep down
You're just pulling me down
Up all night
Like every other day of the week
Because I can't shake this feeling
Bloodshot eyes
I'm fucking eight beers down
I can't sleep
Staring at the ceiling
I said what the fuck
Do you want me to say
I gotta choose between the devil
And the deep blue sea
You know you fuck me up
So I'm burning away
What's left of me
Decide
I'd rather kill myself
I'd rather hang myself
But tonight
It's my heart against my mind
I'm running out of time
She said I give you one night
Gotta make up your mind
Think about it decide
Should we go on or not
Like a final countdown
I've been pacing around
But I know deep down
You're just pulling me down