Guilty Nights

Another of these nights, you're blowing up my phone
A tide of messages, I'm sinking all alone
(My heart, breaking)
I'm acting again, laughing just to heal
But I can't ignore... the way you make me feel
Flickering city lights, your shadow in the rain
Every word you send just cuts me once again
(Heart's just too soft)
Still, I open my arms, though I know it's a lie
Catching you falling, while I'm breaking inside
No manipulation anymore, I closed that door
But my arms stayed open for you every time
Still catch ya begging soul before hitting the floor
But you, you still can't take care of this heart of mine...
Don't compare me to your exes, I'm not the same
You call me guilty, but you the one playing this game
Cheating was always your shadow, not mine
No excuses, again you just end the call
Cut the final line
Felt like an eagle in the sky, but you clipped my small wings
Why was I not enough, why you fall for such dark things
I guess you were always like this, all just a disguise
I gave you my all truth, but you sold me your lies
Every promise that you made just faded into smoke
You left me in the silence, with the words you never spoke
Cheating and accusing, your favorite game
But deep down inside, you knew you're to blame
My heart was open... my soul was pure...
But you killed the love, pushed this endless fear
I'm all sold out, nothing left in my heart's mall
No excuses, again you just end the call...
Don't compare me to your exes, I'm not the same
You call me guilty, but you the one playing this game
Cheating was always your shadow, not mine
No excuses, again you just end the call
Cut the final line
Flickering city lights, your shadow in the rain
Every word you send just cuts me once again
(Heart's just too soft!)
Still, I open my arms, though I know it's a lie
Catching you falling, while I'm breaking inside...