Deadeyes (Vip)

I don't sleep anymore
Dead eyes
Cold floor
Same old shit that I don't learn
Two steps back
Get burned
Look at this mess
Drinking every day fucking depressed
Claw at the walls of the pit
Fuck it

I don't sleep any more
Dead eyes burning blackened holes through the cold floor
Never seem to learn from my mistakes
Relapse 10 more times before my body fucking breaks
Still a fucking mess, still self-obsessed
Still depressed, and lost in the process
So I claw at the walls of the pit
Fuck it

Sick of fuckin living in a trash heap
So weak
Shadow of myself up in the mirror is all that I see
So stressed out got me burnin' out
Self-obliteration and I'm feeling so divine

Overthink I'll never make it
Fuck your future it's too late cus
No one wants to hear your bullshit
You entitled waste of space

Never gonna find a message
Uninvested
You're pathetic, shut your face

Every night alone I disgust myself
Stranger in my skin like I'm someone else
Give me something real give me something true
Cus I'm fucking rotting on the inside without you

Terrified I'll never find the answer
Suicidal Sunday yeah my head hurts
I just wanna believe I can be
Something better something higher
A transcendent form of me