Shotgun

Shotgun blast spread like dawning
Rip me open, feel it coming
Bowing down to my addiction
Never meant to go so willing
Thought I found the something better
Terminally hope is crashing
Laughing and crashing 
It's laughing, I'm crashing 

Sorry that I left your language
Found a place of my opinion
Galvanized the oversight
By pissing on your whole philosophy
Mine is just the easy target
Mine is just the carnal weakness
Wishing for something
And something been wishing 

How long is this going to take us going on?
Is this going to take us?
How long is this gonna take us on?

You could be the innocent
And I could play the unwashed savior
Counting on cancer to teach us to live
Tired of all the vacillations
Halcyon come take me under
Laughing and crashing
We're laughing, I'm crashing 

How long is this gonna take us going on?
Is this gonna take us how long?
Is this gonna take us on?

Shotgun blast spreads like dawning
Rip me open, feel it coming
Bowing down to my addiction
Never meant to go so willing
Thought I found the something better
Terminally hope is crashing
Laughing and crashing 
It's laughing, I'm crashing

How long is this gonna take us going on?
Is this gonna take us?
How long is this gonna take us going on?
Is this gonna take us on?