Hell

I need to catch my breath
I need the blood to pump back to my brain
I fixed my hair and teeth and makeup and face
Why do I still feel awful and lame

Why can't I keep myself under my thumb
Why can't I ever seem to get anything done
Why can't I lift my body up
Why is my body always screaming to run

But every single day
Why am I like this
Please just help me get away
Away from this

I'm a colorless snake
My body's taken on a strange shape
I need to go back to the egg
And regenerate

But every single day
Why am I painful to the touch
How could I ever repay your kindness
When you've only ever shown me too much

But every single day
Why am I still feeling all like this
Please help me get out and away
Away from this