Sleep

Woke up today and I went back to sleep
I woke up again around 3
I lay in bed and I watched some TV
Tried not to think about anything and tried to eat

And I went back to sleep
And I went back to sleep
Oh, back to sleep
Sleep

What good am I if I cannot help myself?
I'll swear that I'll get better
I'll fix my body, I'll regrow my health
Hold my hand as I pull my own guts out
If you'll be brave for me, I'll be brave for you
I'll become the strongest shell

What good am I if I'm not stronger than myself?
If I can't save my own life, I'll never fucking help anybody else
Just hold my hand as I pull my own guts out
If you'll be brave for me, I'll be brave for you
I'll become the strongest shell

Look at pictures on the computer of people being near to each other
Thinking all kinds of evil thoughts I don't like
It's like, yeah, I'm evil and jealous and irrational
Yeah, I just hide, I've got nothing going on, whatever, who cares

It doesn't matter, I'll do whatever
But I can't ever seem to get anything done, but who really cares

What good...
What good am I if I cannot help myself?
I'll swear that I'll get better
I'll fix my body, I'll regrow my health
Please hold my hand as I pull my own guts out
If you'll be brave for me, I'll be brave for you
I'll become the strongest shell

What good am I if I'm not stronger than myself?
If I can't save my own life, I'll never fucking help anybody else
What good am I?