Stick Close To My Side

I know I've been gone for a long time
I hope I didn't scare you
I went back to the sea
You know I do my best, entertain you
To hold my breath
To grit my teeth
In a way people don't often understand

But I don't know
They always think that I'm joking
It hurts my feelings
It breaks my heart
I'm such a crybaby
From the start, I love to complain about myself

When your heart beats faster
When your legs give out
When you feel so helpless
Now you think
And now you know
I know

Because things never go how you want them to
Because every time I just pretend I'm talking
To you when we're
On the computer

Please stick close to my side
Please help me down
Stay close to my right end
Let me
Be pathetic in your arms

Stick close to my side
I really fucked myself
Please just look at my eyes and let me
Think of something else