Must Be Nice!

I could float from lover to lover like you do
If I wanted to
I could spend my nights blacked out like you do
If I wanted to

Run from my problems, leave in the morning
Get my fix on love bombing
Come without warning, never a sure thing
Yeah, I could do it too

Must be nice to be checked out of your body
Cold as ice, easy to not care about anybody
I don't even know how to be numb
And you don't even know how to be in love
And it must be nice, must be nice

I wanna taste a life that's disposable
Where people come and people go
There's a part of me that wants to know
What it's like to have that kind of control

But I can't help but wonder, is forever a moment?
My heart stays open while the door is closing
I wish I could do it too
Wish I could be like you

Must be nice to be checked out of your body
Cold as ice, easy to not care about anybody
I don't even know how to be numb
And you don't even know how to be in love
And it must be nice, must be nice

Must be nice to be living a lie
To be dead inside, to be constantly high
Love your disguise, yeah, it must be nice to never cry
Do your lines in the bathroom at the dive
Cold as ice, roll the dice
It must be nice, it must be nice

Must be nice to be cold as ice

Must be nice to be checked out of your body
Cold as ice, easy to not care about anybody
I don't even know how to be numb
And you don't even know how to be in love
And it must be nice, must be nice

Must be nice to be living a lie
To be dead inside, to be constantly high
Love your disguise, yeah, it must be nice to never cry
Do your lines in the bathroom at the dive