Relyon

I know I am the one that you had relied on
I got too deep in the shit but I cannot go on
I guess all the time that we spent gets chalked up to nothing
But I truly just surround myself with the demons
I seek the good inside of me but it is empty
I talk to God oh my god this fucker just ignores me
Not all of us where born with redeeming qualities
'Cause some of us just wonder what the world looks like when burning
We pick up some learn things and add 'em to our old traits
We put on a straight face and murder fuckers anyways
Mortua king a dead brain the Rex makes it a dead king
King is dead, pick us instead, we cut off every fucking head
You cannot do it like we do it, all we see is fucking red
I know that you cannot relate, what the fuck do you know of pain?
You can't experience these things and expect it to be okay

Took all these Percs because I am the antichrist
When I get higher I step to the afterlife
Fuck the accomplishment bitch I want paradise
Fuck all your worries who told you to sympathize
When will you recognize my life is improvised
Shoot up my shit with a needle that's sterilized
Feelings are paralyzed Children are terrified
Spoke to the honor when all of them testified
Horns meant to symbolize I am the poltergeist
Red eyes illuminate scriptures that hypnotized
Show you the darker side, told you to park outside
Witnessed a murder that put me in overdrive
Blade to the throat had me thinking it's do or die
Hang by the rope but I'd rather be crucified
Die like a coward and labeled a suicide
A man to devour just look for the room he hides
Open the door and see fear in his eyes
Where does he hide? Listen for cries
Stab that motherfucker till he dies
Watch as his body ascends to the skies
Wish I could go there but my life is lies
Stuck to the devil can't cut off my ties

Demons inside of me be fucking with me lately
My mind be fucked up 'cause I'm thinking about it daily
I talked to god, oh my god he acting kind of shady
Talking to Hades, waiting till he takes me
Limbs be all shaky, saw her Bloody Mary
Lady be crazy, but maybe want to date me
So or so my life be fucked up bitch I'm feeling daisy
Yeah I'm taking ecstasy, my destiny, no remedy, I'm no entity
No identity, you my enemy
I don't give a fucking shit about supremacy
Bitch listen to my melody
She tempted me to serenity
You know I'm walking on my own my penalty