The Puppeteer

Its going downhill, downhill from here
Only thing  made clear was my fucking fear
Its getting stronger, smile ear to ear
Let nobody know I am the puppeteer
This is a lullaby settle the emotions in me
There's nothing I want more than to sleep
It's not an option anymore but I wanna know
Why I plant my seeds but I never grow?

Growing, growing, growing, growing, grow
You where the one and now I don't really know
How much longer I can call this place home
Feeling of regret they grow