Leave Everything

To be naive and a disappointment
You lied to me about everything
Back to a time when it wasn't pointless
You blinded me, I couldn't see

Through suicidal, nihilistic thoughts
There's never any action or boundaries you can cross
It's time I set the lines between you and me

When I am gone, what is left of myself?
Inside of the room, I spent all my hours and my days
Finding out who I am, why I'm here
With the sounds and the word to make everything clear
For all the people I've known, the ones that I loved
I know this is hard, letting go, don't give up
I'm no longer, but I know I can trust
You'll leave everything as it was

You've got the nerve to be sick and twisted
It's all a joke, you laughed at me
When I was weak and I needed something
Belittling, now can you see

The moment when I'm here, and then I'm not
I wanted every bullet, I wanted every rope
But now I'm glad you finally set me free

When I am gone, what is left of myself?
Inside of the room, I spent all my hours and my days
Finding out who I am, why I'm here
With the sounds and the word to make everything clear
For all the people I've known, the ones that I loved
I know this is hard, letting go, don't give up
I'm no longer, but I know I can trust
You'll leave everything as it was