Insecurities

(Nick Goyard)

I can't really love
I can't really trust
Say that you want hurt me but my heart is feeling crushed
Numb the pain with drugs, all these hoes I've had enough
You think that you're perfect so I'm always fucking up
Sippin' on my cup
That shit got me leanin'
Tryna make this work but I guess I'm only dreaming
Dream of friends and family, 'cause they're my only reason
They say I look happy but I'm still fighting my demons

I'm like bih let's take a trip
Hop up in my whip
The way these niggas lookin' at you made my stomach flip
Yeah you know that you the shit
Come on let's get rich
I will wrap the skies just to grant your only wish
I'm like okay, what's up, I don't give a fuck
What these niggas think about us, I just want your love
I see you do your dance, made my heart just skip a beat
I wish you looked my way, but you always [?]
I think I do, I really think I do
I think my love is calling for you, baby yeah it's true
You're saying that you loved me but you went back to him too
You're my Cinderella, I'm your prince without the shoe

I can't really love
I can't really trust
Say that you want hurt me but my heart is feeling crushed
Numb the pain with drugs, all these hoes I've had enough
You think that you're perfect so I'm always fucking up
Sippin' on my cup
That shit got me leanin'
Tryna make this work but I guess I'm only dreaming
Dream of friends and family, 'cause they're my only reason
They say I look happy but I'm still fighting my demons