Call The Days

I have heard a mother's tongue
She said baby don't you come under
I am so far from my home
That Heaven can't hear my call
But I am digging my own grave
I am chasing shit beneath the haze
I was so sure that he would stay
And would love me anyway
I was happy on my own
I would call the days as they were none
And in the guilt that I have found
You know the one that sticks around
I was so sure that i would go
That I'd already sunk the boat
And I sought out my winter coat
I cut the sleeves off before I'd known
I was so sure that I would feel
A mark of guilt, the pain of you
And I was happy on my own
I would call the days as they were known
And in the guilt that I have found
You know the one that sticks around
I was so sure that he would stay
And would love me anyway