Colorblind

I know you want to keep me a secret
We never go out, we just stay in
I know your friends but not their faces
They'd never guess I'm at your place
I can't see your red flags when I'm with you
You're feeding my obsession I think I might be
Hooked on feeling special, delusional
I always end up in this situation
At this point it's a medical condition
I always end up in this situation
So I think I should ask myself the question
Have I lost my mind or am I colorblind
Have I lost my mind or am I colorblind
Want me to yourself, but you won't be mine
I lie to myself and think it's fine
It's always the same you're playing your game
You're jealous of how I spend my time
I can't see your red flags when I'm with you
You're feeding my obsession I think I might be
Hooked on feeling special, delusional
I always end up in this situation
At this point it's a medical condition
I always end up in this situation
So I think I should ask myself the question
Have I lost my mind or am I colorblind
Have I lost my mind or am I colorblind
I always end up in this situation
At this point it's a medical condition
Have I lost my mind or am I colorblind
Have I lost my mind or am I colorblind
Or am I colorblind