Not Really Yours

You call me "baby" but
I don't get any love
I come to yours but
I never stay
Lately i'm waking up
Feeling ashamed of us
But when you call i can't stay away
I put on my makeup
Dress up to the nines
Don't want you to see me and not be satisfied
I wear my best perfume
Without thinking twice
But you don't even care so
Why'd i even try?
I'm not really yours and
You're not really mine
This ain't really love and i'm not really fine
I give you my all and i do is cry
I'll never be yours and you'll never be mine
Some days it feels enough
You call that won't hang up
But sometimes we don't speak for weeks
You're unpredictable that makes me crazy oh
So when you say that you might be free
I cancel all my plans and
Lay there in my bed
Waiting for your message to lift me up again
Checking on your story
You're still with your friends
If you change your mind oh
I can't be upset cause
I'm not really yours and
You're not really mine
This ain't really love and i'm not really fine
I give you my all and all i do is cry
I'll never be yours and you'll never be mine
It's the way you smile
The way you laugh
Your big brown eyes on mine