Blurry

Mind in a blender
So I just surrender
To the thoughts in my head
They sting me like bees
I cry and call it allergies
So nobody knows I'm a mess
I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to talk about the monsters in my head
I don't want to talk about it
Don't want to talk about the double vision I get
When I'm in the silence
The spinning gets violent
Do you want to try it
Blurry
Everything is blurry
Thoughts are in a hurry
Worried
Everything is
Blurry
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My revelation
Is my desperation
Is only making things worse
So I'll try apathetic
And if that doesn't get it
I guess I'll just live with the curse
I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to talk about the monsters in my head
I don't want to talk about it
Don't want to talk about the double vision I get
When I'm in the silence
The spinning gets violent
Do you want to try it
Blurry
Everything is blurry
Thoughts are in a hurry
Worried
Everything is
Blurry
Blurry blurry
Blurry blurry
Blurry blurry
Blurry blurry
Blurry blurry
Blurry blurry
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