Panic Attack

Are you still wearing your grandmother's necklace?
Can you go shopping without writing a checklist?
Did you keep that receipt from our day at the zoo?
I'm still smokin' and pulling all-nighters
But I stopped being so scared of spiders
Now I catch em' and let them go, like you used to

Are you good? Are you bad?
Are you happy or sad?
Do you still do that thing
Where you cry when you laugh
Or are you over that? (over that, over that)
Cause I'm not over that

I spent all my money on things I don't need
But it won't bring you back
Shop instead of going to therapy, but
It doesn't work like that

You made it seem easy
Well I'm heavy breathing and I'm
Havin' a panic attack
A hundred dollars later, I don't feel any better
So why is it so damn hard for me
To get over this? I'm over it
To get over this? I'm over it

I can see your old house from the highway
But it's missing your car from the driveway, where
Did you go?
Are you still
Somewhere close?

Are you good? Are you bad?
Are you happy or sad?
Do you still do that thing
Where you cry when you laugh?
Or are you over that?
Cause I'm not over that

I spent all of my money on things I don't need
But it won't bring you back
Shop instead of going to therapy, but
It doesn't work like that

You made it seem easy
Well I'm heavy breathing, and I'm
Having a panic attack
A hundred dollars later, I don't feel any better
So why is it so damn hard for me
To get over this? I'm over it
To get over this? I'm over it

You probably prepared for this
Well I'm going through a midlife crisis
Did you even miss
Me? Cause you moved on so quick

You made it seem easy
Well I'm heavy breathing, and I'm
Having a panic attack
A hundred dollars later, I don't feel any better
So why is it so damn hard for me
To get over this? I'm over it
To get over this? I'm over it