Ladybird

I don't want to worry
About where you are or who you're with
I know that you're not trying to scare me
But it seems you're moving on and now I'm scared to shit
And you're way to faraway
And I'm starting to forget your face
And I have no right to be upset
Yet, I'm a fucking mess

And I can't seem to face this
I want to sleep but I feel restless
And it's half past three but you're not thinking of me
No, this isn't how I thought it would be
Not how I thought it would be

I don't want to worry
About if you're okay or if you made it home
Honey, what's the hurry
Can't you spare another minute on the phone
And then I can't sleep at night
I wish I could shut off but something just doesn't feel right
And I have no right to be upset
Yet, I'm a fucking mess

And I can't seem to face this
I want to sleep but I feel restless
And it's half past three but you're not thinking of me
No, this isn't how I thought it would be
Not how I thought it would be

And I can't seem to face this
I want to sleep but I feel restless
And it's half past three but you're not thinking of me
No, this isn't how I thought it would be
Not how I thought it would be
Not how I thought it would be
Not how I thought it would be

This isn't how I thought it would be
Not how I thought it would be