Holy Vessel

Hope you doing well and you been good 'cause you've been on my mind (you've been on my mind)
We hit the club last week, let's go to church this time (go to church this time)
I talk about somethin' different inside my verse this time (in my verse this time)
I really wish I could, and I know, I can't reverse the time (this time)
And brodie back, sissy doing good and family doing fine (family doing well)
I talk to God with pain inside my heart and tears inside my eyes (with tears inside my eyes)
Imagination, I know it can't be real, it's all inside my mind (it's all inside my head)

I'm at your feet with this one
I said my prayers and wipe my tears, I'm at your feet with this one (yeah)
I'll leave it all to you, I'm stayin' true in these hard times
Lately, it's me bein' a problem, I'm bein' my own demise (yeah)

This hurt been overload, my lil' brother just got diagnosed (what)
Wishin' I can be close on road rockin' more shows (what)
Wanna relapse more, more, but I feel like they gon' judge more (yeah)
Smilin' hard, I still cope, I don't even know what I'm lyin' for

God, tell me what it is (yeah), it was hard, but it is what it is (yeah)
I lost Chant, I lost Scar, I lost 3 to the pills
In my heart, I knew better, I know God was just testin' me (alright)
I'll be the one that you use as a vessel to show 'em all this is a blessing

Hope you doing well and you been good 'cause you've been on my mind (hope you doing well, you've been on my mind)
We hit the club last week, let's go to church this time (let's go to church this time)
I talk about somethin' different inside my verse this time (in my verse this time)

Forgive me for my sins, God, I apologize (I apologize)
For anything and everything I did
They gon' hate me, or they love the kid for everything I is (everything I is)
Regrets or no regrets, I know this just the way it is (just the way it is)
My life been on the edge, but bae that's just the way we live (just the way we)

And it's like drugs the way I focus (yeah)
I tried to throw the pills away and hope my mind'll open (hope my mind'll, yeah)
I signed another deal today, and I'm buyin' a Range Rover
And I'm still in the same meeting if I ain't got the chains on (if I ain't got the chains)
I made it out, but still think about the place I came from (that's where I came)
Go ask for money and I'ma give it to 'em, but don't nobody say (yeah)

Hope you doing well and you been good 'cause you've been on my mind (you've been on my mind)
We hit the club last week, let's go to church this time (let's go to church this time)
I talk about somethin' different inside my verse this time (in my verse this time)
I really wish I could, and I know, I can't reverse the time (can't reverse time)
And brodie back, sissy doing good and family doing fine (family doing well)
I talk to God with pain inside my heart and tears inside my eyes (with tears inside my eyes)
Imagination, I know it can't be real, it's all inside my mind (it's all inside my mind)