Schizophrenia

This shit, took a lot of patience
Went crazy mental patient
Time's slow I'm tired of waiting
Back and forth I keep on pacing
I'm still my mind is racing
Stay true you keep on changing
Working hard never been complacent
Got weight used to be nameless
Got pain wish I was painless
Different moods way different ranges
Keep peace or keep the banger
In the mirror I saw a stranger
Different moods way different ranges
Keep peace or keep the banger
In the mirror I saw a stranger
Ducking 12 undercover agents
Get jammed they pointing fingers
Beware this shit get dangerous
Talking to the realest in the room
Sad to say that ain't none of ya
I would like to say that I'm in tune
My psychologist call it Schizophrenia
Talking to the realest in the room
Sad to say that ain't none of ya
I would like to say that I'm in tune
My psychologist call it Schizophrenia
Running for miles and miles knowing I can't run
Judging me now they don't know where I came from
Behind the wall for months can't even feel the sun
They put me on all them drugs shit it wasn't fun
Wanna go home was waiting for when that day come
Was yelling so much in there back then my face numb
I was alone and fresh out that was like day one
Man in the mirror we having a conversation
They're claiming I'm unstable saying it's a problem
Could be from trials could be from childhood trauma
Wondering how I keep smiling through all the drama
Them stones ain't break me they made me go even harder
Walk in my shoes it's like walking barefeet through lava
He been through hell and back how the hell he so proper?
It's a blessing and a curse called me a monster
Lost myself some years ago something I'm not proud of
Proud of, proud of, proud of, proud of, damn, proud of, proud of