Disarray

You say I need to slow down
Yeah, I hear it all the time
I don't hear it lately
I've been running crazy
Outta my mind
Staring at the ceiling
I don't get much sleep
I'm tired all the time
Can't close my eyes
'Cause I'm wide awake

I wish I could find myself again
This life I live is on the stake of sin
It's far to easy for me to pretend
I'm alright, I'm doing okay
Living in disarray
(Dissaray)
(Dissaray)
(Dissaray)

Said you're tired of the runaround
Never knew I wasn't kind
Self-inflection isn't easy
Words can be deceiving
I know I can change but it'll take some time
Another second hand sorry
I know you heard it all before (know you heard it all before)
I was blind from what I've been through
Just another excuse
For our lies and spoken truths

I wish I could find myself again
This life I live is on the stake of sin
It's far too easy for me to pretend
I'm alright, and doing okay
Living in disarray
I wish I could find myself again
This life I live is on the stake of sin
It's far too easy for me to pretend
I'm alright, I'm doing okay
Living in disarray

(Disarray)
(Living in disarray)
(In disarray)
(In disarray)
(In disarray)