I Don'T Feel Like It

I went to the other side of the world
Just to drink some snake blood
And then I woke up crying on the floor of a hotel room
My mom asked "Darling, what's wrong with you?"
I said, "I don't know
I'm only hurting myself
So just leave me alone"
I used to think that you were really cool
But these days you're looking average
That's a shame, you were always talented
I know I got dues to pay
But hey, can I just pay them later?
And yeah, I got shit to do today
But you know what?
I don't fucking feel like it
No, I don't fucking feel like it
No, I don't fucking feel like it
I d-d-don't feel like it
I don't care about rainbows
And I don't remember names
I don't care about sunsets
'Cause they all look the same
I don't wanna go to work no more
'Cause some things just don't change
They say I gotta trust the process
But you know what?
I don't fucking feel like it
No, I don't fucking feel like it
No, I don't fucking feel like it
I d-d-don't feel like it
I thought I'd be a better person by now
I thought I'd be a better version of myself
I know I could if I tried more like you
Let's face the truth
That I don't fucking feel like it
I don't fucking feel like it, no
I don't fucking feel like it, no
I don't fucking feel like it, no
I don't fucking feel like it, no
I don't fucking feel like it, no
I don't fucking feel like it, no
I don't fucking feel like it, no
I don't fucking feel like it, no