Summer

How you doing, little Tony?
Bad? Why do you feel bad?
Because everything is falling apart
And I can't do anything about it

I see the forest for the trees
So tell me, why did I stop growing?
I'm rooted, too much has changed in me
I hate what I am becoming
The better years that I slept away
To make room for the fucked up days

My mind is storming
And I am flooding
When will my head just stop swimming?
I'm sinking
With the weight tied to me
I am so sick of pretending
I buried myself and hoped things would be better
But I am still drifting

Nothing's the same
Everything's different
Nothing's the same
Everything's different