Don'T Know Why

I don't know why you're still here
When every word feels unclear
I don't know why you're still here
Still don't know why

I said too much, then turned away
You stayed, though I had nothing to say
You call it love, but I'm not sure
I've built these walls, and locked the door

I'm tired
Not from counting sheep
Just too wired to fall asleep

I don't know why you're still here
When I've made it crystal clear
I don't know why you're still here
Still don't know why... you hold me near

I smile like everything's okay
But lose myself most days, anyway
You never ask, and I don't tell
We keep the peace, but not too well

I'm stuck
Not 'cause I lost my way
But 'cause I know it far too well

I don't know why you're still here
When I've made it crystal clear
I don't know why you're still here
Still don't know why... you hold me near

If I were you, I'd maybe stay
I'd want to fix what slips away
But staying here takes more than will
And maybe I'm not built to heal

I don't know why you're still here
When I've made it crystal clear
I don't know why you're still here
Still don't know why

I don't know why you're still here
When I've made it crystal clear
I don't know why you're still here
Still don't know why... you hold me near