Dead End Hope

I'm a reflection of your design
Each day you paint me as a darker kind
I've lost all faith in this space
Where meaning fades without a trace

Before I go to sleep
I close my eyes and pray to leave
So many years it's been
But I can't change the way I feel

I've been hiding all this time just to heal, but
(It) seems I wasn't ever real

I'm sorry
I failed
But tried to make you see
For this world, kindness is the weakest thing you'll have to pay
Will never
Escape
This never-ending phase
We will be punished for the things that people have to say

The shadows of the past
I tried to make amends but
Reluctant to embrace the past
I'll repeat my mistakes

I gave you many chances, you let them fall
You had it all, but it wasn't enough

I'm sorry
I failed
But tried to make you see
For this world, kindness is the weakest thing you'll have to pay
Will never
Escape
This never-ending phase
We will be punished for the things that people have to say

Now I'm falling

I'm sorry
I failed
But tried to make you see
For this world, kindness is the weakest thing you'll have to pay
Will never
Escape
This never-ending phase
We will be punished for the things that people have to say

(I'm sorry, I failed)
(But try to make you see)
I never thought that I would have to say goodbye this way