Under The Moon

I get excited when the sun goes down
But lately I cry under the moon
Peace keeps stuck in me
I pray it circles back soon
I know I'm not the only one
Lose my place, tricks at night
I'm trying my best but it feels like
Too many wars in one night

Count to four, breathe slow
Name what's real, let go
If faith's a whisper, fine
I'll take a whisper over silence in my mind
Moon up, tears out, heartbeat drum tight
I want my peace back, I want my mind right
Sunset lifts me, midnight tests me
Hold on, breathe in, let the dark pass me

Moon up, moon up, moon up
Tears out, still I don't pray
I'm learning how to bend without giving me away
Some nights I bargain with shadows
Some nights I let them talk
They say I'm losing the battle I lace my shoes and walk

If all I've got is a whisper
Then that's the blade I'll use
Cause even a tight line
Still chooses not to lose
Count to four, breathe slow
Name what's real, let go
If hope's a pilot light I'll shield it with my hands until it's bright

Moon up, tears out, heartbeat drum tight I want my peace back, I want my mind right
Sunset lifts me, midnight tests me
Hold on, breathe in, let the dark pass me
Moon up, tears out, still I don't pray I'm learning how to bend without giving me away
I lay my armor on the floor
Heavy with those storms

Not every fight is mine or win
Not every thought is form
I bless the grief, I bless the fear
Let them leave my chest
Like rivers meet an ocean
I release what isn't rest
I am not my weather I am the sky

Sky it moves through now
Tears out, heartbeat drum tight
I want my peace back, keys back
I want my mind right
Sunset lifts me, midnight tests me
Hold on, breathe in, let the dark pass me
Moon up, I'm still there, still trying to be sure
I'm making room for you

Under the moon, one breath, one fight I walk myself back into life
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