Erotic

Half way through The Lion King
You took my virginity
Afterwards we took a bath
You threw me a towel and laughed
Saying, "Marah never dries her legs"

There were pictures of her kid in frames
Claiming you practically raised her
I remember feeling so confused
I remember feeling like a child

Was it erotic
My joy, my elation
Did you feel big
Taking it

You would get me all alone at work
Saying it's sexier to keep it secret
Sparkling beneath your grip
I was such an easy target

One night you brought out all your toys
I was young, I didn't know I had a choice
Then you hypnotized me with a whip
And I cried so hard I vomited

Was it erotic
My joy, my elation
Did you feel big
Taking it

I'd like to thank the Christian church
I'd like to thank my parents
Silence is my origin
I'm a woman of service to men

So I went to woman's group in spring
They gave me paint and said, "draw anything"
I was a yellow watercolor in the corner
You were a black permanent marker everywhere