Scan Anxiety

I'm waiting to see or I'm waiting to be seen
Some days it feels like waiting's all this life has been
No one sees the fear I feel, even the machine
I might not wanna know what all those numbers mean
Pictures of an anxious afternoon
I tell my family I'll be home
Soon
I scan the doctor's eyes while they digest reports
They're doing all they can, and that's what really hurts
Just know that I'm hopeful, just know that I'm strong
Just know I'm grateful that I've been alive this long
I know that I'm not alone
I know I've got You
It helps me through these anxious afternoons
I'm still here, and I'll be home
Soon
I'll be home soon
You're already home
I'll be home soon
You're already home
I'll be home soon
You're already home
I'll be home soon
You're already home
I'll be home soon
You're already home"