Disillusion

Silence is mentally dangerous
I've been reflecting on how I've spent my time
I'm not content on its exchange
To devalue, it is to devalue my soul
In fear, I buried my dreams
No longer

Step by step approach the horizon in front of me, unfalted by enemies
I was betrayed by wolf in sheep's clothes
My faith, misplaced, fellowship-desiring, credulous
Bide my time, opportune chance to continue

Disillusion, waste of a conscious mind
I instinctively refuse to be
Conquered fantasy
There once was nothing left
But a burnt-out shell of myself
And now I'm never going back

My life's purpose, from the grave it has been reborn
Buried, bygone in the tomb of broken dreams
Once lost, now found, following until I'm in the ground
Bid my time, one more chance to continue

I resent
Wasted time on ceilings of glass
Daily the void calls me home
I deny, reality persists, it will find you

Tired of wasting my life I'm constantly suffering
Stop picking the scars, I must heal

Scarred, filled with hate
Scorn withheld from my enemies
Another sunset consumes my pain
Twilight fades with my memories

Scorned, filled with hate
Scars withheld from my enemies
Another sunset consumes my pain
Twilight fades consuming my memories

Heal my pain
Stick to the path that was chosen for me

Resist disillusion
Waste of a conscious mind
I instinctively refuse to be
Conquered fantasy
There once was nothing left
But a burnt-out shell of myself
And now I'm never going back

I resent
Wasted time on ceilings of glass
Daily the void calls me home
I deny, reality persists, it will find you

I resent
Wasted time on ceilings of glass
Daily the void calls me home
I deny, reality persists, it will find you
It will find you, it will find you

I've already told myself
I'm not going back
To someone else's dream
Waste of life gifted to me
Suffer for thy art
Suffer for thy sake
Most helpful for my soul
Pitiless