Distant & Obscure

For far too long
For far too long

I close my eyes
And I'm living with the circumstance
That I always give in
And never get the chance
To prove my worth
To show that I
Am living on this earth
It doesn't matter how hard I try
In the end I am drowning in my own lies

I am the only one
Who can change myself
So now I'm standing here again
And I am hiding from the world

For far too long
For far too long
But I give everything that I have
I'm alive for one last time

By now I'm blind
'Cause the days are way too bright
So I'll stay awake
Night after night
Every day I'm so insecure
It seems the world is distant and obscure
But my soul is screaming for more
This can't be everything
I'll find a way to cut me off from these strings

I am the only one
Who can change myself
So now I'm standing here again
And I am hiding from the world

For far too long
For far too long
But I give everything that I have
I'm alive for one last time

For far too long
For far too long
But I give everything that I have

Now it's time to go
'Cause I know it's better for my soul
I'll leave this world behind
And do it with another state of mind
Now it's time to go
I'll leave this world
It's time to go, it's time to go
And now it's time to go