Be Ok

i've been thinking about calling
but i don't know what to say
when you're in my dream
i'll be sleeping through the day
i thought that we were good
but then you play me like a game
i guess i should've known
it seems to always go the same


and even when you're gone
i hear your voice in my head
saying "it's gonna be okay"
and now i got a void
right where you left in my chest
it's not going away, no


i can't tell what i did
i'm exhausted
even if you're still around
i get nauseous thinking of you
trynna erase the life i found, yeah


that's what you said
in the middle of a weekend
and maybe right after i leave
you can sleep then
i'm the one you wanna fuck with
and then be friends


it's a classic i get lost in the deep end
trynna find the sun but i'm in the wrong season
filling up my cup but i feel like it's leaking
i'm drunk it's not enough


i've been thinking about calling
but i don't know what to say
when you're in my dream
i'll be sleeping through the day
i thought that we were good
but then you play me like a game
i guess i should've known
it seems to always go the same


and even when you're gone
i hear your voice in my head
saying "it's gonna be okay"
and now i got a void
right where you left in my chest
it's not going away, no


was it my bad?
i might just go crash out
just like you said
we were never that proud
you said it was all in my head
see your lips moving 
and i'm trynna understand
was it really my fault that you
left me for dead


reminisce about the memories
and how i miss you bad
mind spins, white hands
but i'm not cold
guess i've been nervous on the low


i've been thinking about calling
but i don't know what to say
when you're in my dream
i'll be sleeping through the day
(you know i'll be sleeping trough the day)
i thought that we were good
but then you play me like a game
i guess i should've known
it seems to always go the same


and even when you're gone
i hear your voice in my head
saying "it's gonna be okay"
and now i got a void
right where you left in my chest
it's not going away, no


it's not going away