Triggered

Cuz when I think about you 
I come unglued 
Head straight for the bottle 
To drown out my sorrow 

It's something you do 
That beats me blue 
So watch me whither 
Cuz now I'm triggered 

My head is racing 
So open up my chest 
My body's breaking 
So bind all of my limbs 
Manic depressive 
Dark is all we known 
We're both rouge waves 
Killing everything we touch 

Sorry I so broken 
But you not innocent 
Dug my own grave 
trusting you again 

Your fractures in my bones 
Your cancer in my lungs