Something More

Faced with a loaded gun, unending
My time has come
I've been through, this all before
All I want, is something more
Reminding, me everyday I wake
This life is yours to fucking take
I feel nothing before hurt and regret
This pain these bonds - I must accept
I need to find my reason to live
Cursed with an unholy end
Self hatred has took control of me
I just need to find a reason to stay
Faced with a loaded gun, unending
My time has come
I've been through, this all before
All I want, is something more
They say it gets better in the end
But I don't know how long I can fucking pretend
Empty prayers as I spit my last breath
I've wasted my days I have nothing left