Emotional Blood

Am from a broken home were fighting was a love sign
Were speaking about certain issues wasn't fine
Am facing temper issues mayne it's in the bloodline
I lost my mama gat depression but I act fine
Cause a man is never prone to show a weak sign
They be calling you a simp trash you online
See I drown myself in liquor it's a bottle line
My momma daddy were divorced at an early age
Am always breaking up with girls at an early stage
The fear of being broken first see I always gauge
I carry alot of father issues in my backstage
So I walked in bigger shoes in my teenage
Me and mama see we struggled just to pay rent
I could see her break down when she tried to vent
See life was so hard I could smell cement
Just to see my mama smile I hustled for a cent
I promised her a better day but God knew
Rejection never bothers me have been a black sheep
Rejected by my own Dad I felt the hell fire
He never even looked back called me out a liar
Became a father figure buried him that very day
Mama held my hand she told me it will be okay
That woman never gave up mayne she used to pray
Taught me how to be a man see she paved the way
Seeing us doing fine it's only God's grace
Family never supported us in our case
Only few people showed up at our place
I can tell when a friend is acting two face
I cut the grass even shorter so I give them space
Watching each and every move from a mile away
It's always the ones you love who are gonna slay
Growing up all I ever wanted was joy
Now she came with different friends it's a convoy
Am tryna console all my demons it's a game boy