Today

I saw you today
And I don't know if you noticed me
You kept walking away
You kept going the wrong way
When I want to know
What do you think of me?
And why
Does this always happen to me?
It's been years
I saw you with your group
You noticed me first
Goosebumps and shivers down my spine making me want to cry
With the emotion you flooded me
So many awful memories
Now can you look me in the eye?
And say I haven't changed