Sinking

Its been easier
To go on without you
I changed the shape of my memory 
To make a hole for you to fall through
My delusion my mare my sweet spector unaware 
Drowns in the wave coming in
Trapped in the chair
Im stuck in the ride that drives me whereere 
Now I can’t, now I can’t try to care
When will she get out of her own way
When will her waters redirect before the rise and the flood
Holding out for some sort of
Intervening destines left me
Sinking on the shore
But half of myself is grasping for the centuries to reverse their course
I thought it’d get easier
To go on without you
I changed the shape of my memory 
To make a hole for you to fall through
My delusion my mare my secret spector unaware 
Drowns in the wave coming in
Trapped in the chair
Im stuck in the ride that drives me whereere
Now I can’t, now I can’t try to care
(When will she get out of her own way
When will her waters redirect before the rise and the flood)
Holding out for some sort of
Intervening destines left me
Sinking on the shore
But half of myself is grasping for the centuries to reverse their course
Holding out for some sort of
Intervening destines left me
Sinking on the shore
But half of myself is grasping for the centuries to reverse their course