Scooter

At first I tried to speculate
But then I asked myself why
I say please don't resuscitate
If living feels like I died

Lying still, but still awake
All my thoughts head your way
That afternoon felt like I was crashing through
The mist and haze
The moment came to late

I made a joke, you had a laugh
Funny but it made me sad
I want to know, if it ever leaves
This aching pain
The moment came too late