Not Proud (Feat. Mike Stud)

I'm not proud of what I did to you 
not proud of what I did to you 
Youre worth more than what I meant to you 
You don't need 
You don't deserve 
To

Think I feel it's a dub when it's an L
Awwwwww
Think I enjoyed all the love when you fell
Nawwwwww
If you wonder where it got me know it's hell
Though it prolly don't help 
When nobody can tell 

Can't really pay without knowing the cost
Just don't let regrets be not giving your all 
You were always better than the old me 
Can't let you go witout tellin you he told me 

And I gotta live with the choice
Been listening to the part of your heart that I took,
Now I gotta give it a voice 
I feel like I live in the void 
I created inside of you
I was the one you confided to 
Whoa
Should be on side of you 
Said I would die for you
And I know you felt that 
Lie to your soul

Just so you know 
She wasn't better at anything
You had that heavenly energy 
No, it ain't fair
Cuz if you had chose him to me
I would've prolly shown empathy 
Now it's your fault, you're too good
Move the mark, Where you stood
I wouldn't start, Like you could 
Should've played my part, Like you would 

Don't know how I thought I was worth it
Creepin- what i got is perfect 
Living i guess I'm still learning
Learning to the live with the burden 

Don't know how I thought I was worth it
Creepin- what i got is perfect 
Living i guess I'm still learning
Learning to the live with the burden 

No, I can't let you go, can't let you go
I've been blowin on the smoke, blowin on the smoke
and some girls been around
i've been fuckin around plenty of them
now i don't fuck with many of them
now i don't really fuck with any of them now (I don't)
and I'm not proud of what I did
told you time and time again
I'm not proud of none of this, no
I'm not too proud to call again
and I'm not tryin to call it quits
at least I call it how it is, yea
blowin of steam, I've been blowin off a little bit a steam
doing your thing you've been out here doing your thing
I'ma be good, but not as good without queen around, no