Forever Alone

Lonely in my bed is where I lay
I still feel the worst on my brightest days
But who are you to judge me on my mistakes?
I'm so broken, I'm so broken now

Yeah, sometimes I let my demons get inside my head
They tell me things I never knew
Sometimes I think they'd love me more if I was dead
I know it's hard to face the truth, but I

I been so damn alone, I'm at the borderline
I try to hide the way I feel, but I been showin' signs
They spit me out like trash, they judge me by my past
So I guess we might as well make that the storyline

I think it's crazy how they judge they own blood
I think it's crazy you count 'em out just because, uh
I think it's crazy all the pain that it does, uh
I think it's crazy it's the people you love

That be the first to cross the line with you
Now they switchin' sides on you
Said that they would die for you
But now you know they lied to you, fuck

It's not what it seems, don't know if it's real
Don't know how to feel, maybe I'm dead
Am I alive? I don't understand
Don't wanna get killed, but maybe I'm next

Forever alone in my bed, forever alone, locked inside my room
I'm forever alone in my head, yeah
And they'll never know how it feel, niggas say they love you a million times
You'll never know if it's real, fuck

Lonely in my bed is where I lay
I still feel the worst on my brightest days
But who are you to judge me on my mistakes?
I'm so broken, I'm so broken now