Wish I Never

I know I'm harder to love
I know I'm harder to love
Cuz I'm not as gullible
Not as gullible
You say I'm harder to trust
You say I'm harder to trust
Cuz I play tit for tat
I play tit for tat
I know it's tough to lose someone like me
On some cocky shit
I know it's tough to feel like you've been missed
But I never did

I wish I never did
I wish I never did
I wish I never had to explain why I'm here
I wish I never had all these feelings to bare
I wish we'd stay the same
That's the toxic in me
That's what's fucked up with me
Cuz I would never lie and try to make it sound sweet
I would never hurt you the same way you did
Oh I wish I never did
I wish I never did