12/23/93

Gouge out my eyes
pestilence
lack of love binds
propagate
the strife you desire
keep me from
forced self depiction
abhorate
self assured I am no more
take this away from
me once more
thirsted for something that
never existed
Complacent
I am abomination
I replace
absence of malice
sew my mouth shut
the silent sound of the end
I drown in tears
Sinking in dreams
Of what I once owned
I avoid the setting of the sun
Memories fade as you did
once before
Stole hope from right under my eyes
Accomplice of my death