Matters To Me.

Know it's been a long, long time, I feel that way
All of my problems, you can see on my face
No, I'm not hiding, or scared of the water
Feel in love with her fragrance, perfume mixed with marijuana

I ain't a baby no more, momma
Tell me you're proud of me, I need validation
I'm filled with jealousy, don't know why I never say it
Something inside of me won't ever let me say it, oh-oh

Phone filled with voice memos, tears fall on the pages
I try writing out my thoughts, sounds better when I say it
Talked to grandma today, she said around the neighborhood you're famous
I said I wish that shit mattered, she said praise
Well, it matters to me

I forgot
That's the whole point of this shit anyway, yeah
That's the whole point of this shit

Feel like jam, I'm good in the west
I'm from Charlotte, I'm good on the web
She don't want me, she want my last name
She don't want me, she's said she's good off praise
She don't want me to get in the way
I understand that, I understand that

I forgot that's the whole point of this shit
I find an issue with anything
Hannah hit my phone, said she like this song
So I might just as well finish it anyway
Long way from on the block selling lemonade

Keep going Milo hand, me the water
Done with this music when I have a daughter
Hit up Atlantic like give me my pension
I'm better than everybody, that's the difference
Can't nobody fuck with me, not to mention
Meant to say that at the start of the song, but

I forgot
That's the whole point of this shit
I forgot

Jimi tell me, I'm good on the hook
Taylor love when I read her like book
Sharon tell me she loves and she needs me
I got my support system, I'm good

All this talk about which genre am I
Guess I'm fine with being misunderstood
Say that baby, but truly I'm not
Gotta keep telling all of my story
I can't let that shit keep being the plot

I forgot
That's the whole point of this shit anyway
I forgot
That's the whole point of this shit anyway