Let You Go

Hello, can you hear me?
It's like every time I speak
You don't ever listen clearly
Worthless and deceivin'
This is how you made me feel
Now nobody can't get near me

How come it was easy?
Erase me from your mind
But I'm the one that's grievin'
I can not believe this
I was treated like an option
Caught up with no reason

I try to date these other girls
But it don't ever work
Why the fuck it seem impossible
To get what I deserve?
I picture you right next to me
Layin' in my bed
You have changed me, for the better
I can't get you out my head
I've been lookin' all around
I don't see nobody else, no
I'm a broken soul, all I know
Whoa, whoa
Same song on repeat goes

I wanna love again
Try to forget all this pain
Insecurities have piled up
I constant overthink
What if life is an illusion?
And we're livin' in a dream?
Find myself overreactin'
Not as bad as it may seem
And I show no emotions
I've been in a dark hole
We were never meant to be
I know, I should take control
And learn to let you go, no
Whoa, whoa
And learn to let you go
Whoa, whoa
And learn to let you go

Put the blame on me
Guilty conscience, got me drownin' in my misery
Put the blame on me
Guilty conscience, got me drownin' in my misery, yeah

Come on baby, claw my back
'Cause you know I love that pain
Look in your eyes, hypnotized
Maybe I am insane?
Body of a goddess
Livin' so lawless
Knew that I would have gave you anything
Ten missed calls
Never answer your phone
Comin' home late
Knew somethin' was wrong

Memories caught up, driftin', hate this
Walkin' down the street
I hear your name, and
Lookin' at this warzone, I created
E-V-I-L, need some savin'

Question
Would it kill you once?
To speak the truth into existence?
Another excuse, this mental abuse
Is just so god damn vicious

I try to date these other girls
But it don't ever work
Why the fuck it seem impossible?
To get what I deserve?
I picture you right next to me
Layin' in my bed
You have changed me for the better
I can't get you out my head
I've been lookin' all around
I don't see nobody else, no
I'm a broken soul, all I know
Whoa, whoa
Same song on repeat goes

I wanna love again
Try to forget all this pain
Insecurities have piled up
I constant overthink
What if life is an illusion?
And we're livin' in a dream?
Find myself overreactin'
Not as bad as it may seem
And I show no emotions
I've been in a dark hole
We were never meant to be
I know, I should take control
And learn to let you go, no
Whoa, whoa
And learn to let you go
Whoa, whoa
And learn to let you go

Put the blame on me
Guilty conscience, got me drownin' in my misery
Put the blame on me
Guilty conscience, got me drownin' in my misery, yeah