Still

Sitting idly
Watching static
Noise on a screen
Trying to paint a scene

Though it numbs me
My eyes, weary
A heart burns with fire
I'm begging to feel something

There must be more
Don't wanna feel so tired
Yelling at the walls

Yeah, this isn't life
But I'm doing alright
I want to feel love
I long for the light

Time hangs heavy, in my mind a movie
Starring me as the lead
Stumbling in ultra speed

There must be more
Don't wanna feel so lifeless
Running out the door

What if the view outside my head is free of pain

If so, I promise to leave my bed and feel again
I wanna wake at the sunrise
Sleep when it's calm
Quit overthinking all the time

Yeah, this isn't life
But I'm doing alright
I want to feel love
I long for the light

Yeah, this isn't life
But I'm doing alright
I want to feel love
I long for the light