Until Then

You see, every day remains the same, for me
I often wonder what it takes, to just set me free
I stare into this dark abyss, that I know is my life
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, nowhere to cope with strife
And everything I see is gray, now the colors are gone
They slowly fade away, into the lyrics of the song
Searching for sanctuary, peace of mind, but something's wrong
I lost myself along the way, and it's been far too long
Somebody tell me, where's my kindred spirit?
(I try to transcend)
And all I catch is interference
(How will this all end?)
Hopin' that someone can hear this
(Let pills desolve in)
I think, I'm finally thinking clearest
(Just hope you feel this, ya'll!)

Things will never, ever be the same again
I hope that you will understand the pain I was in
I wanna thank you for the times, of being a friend
Sorry, I've reached the end
Maybe I'll see you again

Things will never, ever be the same again
I hope that you will understand the pain I was in
I wanna thank you for the times, of being a friend
Sorry, I've reached the end
Maybe I'll see you again

All apologies, to people that I will leave behind
I can't explain the pain and rage, that dwells inside of my mind
I feel I've lost the war inside my head, that keeps me alive
And everything I've ever loved is gone and slowly subsides
Into the darkest night, you've ever seen
My soul is tainted, nothing clean
Some say that life is but a dream
But nightmares only come, for me
So tell me where to go
With inner demons at my door
They're always fighting for control
And try'na be feeding off my soul
No longer know my ups from downs
No happiness, just only frowns
I'm always staring at the ground
Just hoping something comes around
And now my vision's blurry, surely
I'm fading fast, in a hurry
Maybe death will finally cure me
Never thought I'd leave this early

Things will never, ever be the same again
I hope that you will understand the pain I was in
I wanna thank you, for the times of being a friend
Sorry, I've reached the end
Maybe I'll see you, again

Things will never, ever be the same, again
I hope that you will understand the pain I was in
I wanna thank you, for the times of being a friend
Sorry I've reached the end
Maybe I'll see you again

Same again
Pain I was in
Being a friend
Maybe I'll see you again
I try to transcend
How will this all end
Let pills dissolve in
Just hope you feel this, ya'll

Things will never, ever be the same again
I hope that you will understand the pain I was in
I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend
Sorry, I've reached the end
Maybe, I'll see you again

Things will never, ever be the same again
I hope that you will understand the pain I was in
I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend
Sorry, I've reached the end
Maybe, I'll see you again