The Sky Was Never On My Side

It's all the same
When your words touch my ears
Like a razor through skin
Why don't you show me your worst
Why don't you
Cut me down again
And look inside, I'll show you where it hurts
I wanna see
I wanna breathe
I wanna feel for the last time

Sunlight bathes me
But what you don't see
Is the wax that coats my wings
I plummet to the sea
With the wounds you gave me
It's time I shut my eyes

I walk the tight rope
Of love and discourse
To my knees my defeat
Come quickly as I bleed
I walk the tight rope
Of love and discourse
To my knees my defeat
Come quickly as I bleed

Pray for the end
As my thoughts whisper again
The things I say to myself
To make this suffering okay

Sunlight bathes me
But what you don't see
Is the wax that coats my wings
I plummet to the sea
With the wounds you gave me
It's time I shut my eyes

Falling from the the seventh story
You'll finally smile
When I wet the concrete

I gave my flight for you tonight
Is there a way
I gave my flight for you tonight
Is there a way
(It's no surprise when you take pride
In tearing my insides)
(But could you lie
When you look right into my hazy eyes)
(It's no surprise when you take pride
In tearing my insides)
(But when you lie it's like a knife
That causes my demise )

Sunlight bathes me (Falling as blood loss wins)
But what you don't see (My blood soaked quills)
Is the wax that coats my wings (Take to the wind)
I plummet to the sea (Don't worry I'll say your name)
With the wounds you gave me (My final gift im giving in)
It's time I shut my eyes (If you could take my hand)
(Would you bring to shore)
Would you let me drown)