Joy And Paranoia

Sun, you are the one
Who walked away, who walked away
And I, I can't deny
Thought I was cursed everyday
Joy and paranoia
Always asleep, never in bed
Your light from underwater
Where you held down my head
Cry all night
And scheme all day
Why go nowhere
And drown in the bay
By light of night
And dark of day
I go nowhere
And die here in the bay